gwyneth ([info]cigfrain) wrote,
@ 2006-12-17 19:15:00
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pragmatic personal mysticism 0.1
there needs to be another word, distinct from both atheist and agnostic, meaning neither "i don't believe" or "i don't know", but "i don't care."

it's not that i have no personal belief or gnosis, but that i have no stake whatever in the "truth" of most metaphysical propositions, in any doctrinaire sense.

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[info]lilybutter
2006-12-18 02:00 am UTC (link)
theolapathist !

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[info]lilybutter
2006-12-18 02:08 am UTC (link)
i had this weird dialog with god last week.

my friend mary belle, the queer endocrinly challanged psychopath klepto wingnut preachers daughter has been nudging me towards the religiona the past year and some.

so i used to never ask god for anything cuz i was worried that if he even heard my prayers, he'd do the exact opposite of what i asked just to 'job' me.

of late i have been experimenting with god asking him to deliver me the flesh and returned affection of people i have crushes on.

well the last two people i have seriously flummed hots and hearts for both shot me down really nastilly.

so the other night i was trying to get to sleep in a cold train car and i looked up at the heavens and asked god whats going on with my crushes and if i'm gonna get either of them or not.

he told me sumthing along the lines of that its not my fault or anything wrong that i didnt score either kid. "its more like that those kids just have their own fucked up issues and thats why they both sleep with plenty of other people who arent you. sorry kid, it just wasn't in the cards"

so, not to say im testing my fate or anthing, but this religion stuff really isnt paying out.

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[info]msstacy13
2006-12-18 09:01 pm UTC (link)
hmmm...
good point...

perhaps
deus ex machino difference to me?

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[info]panorphelia
2007-01-06 01:14 am UTC (link)
Apatheist?

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