| gwyneth ( @ 2006-12-19 08:50:00 |
allocating the neurons
now that i'm waking up again, i'm also beginning to actively resent the amount of time that my job rents my head.
this does not support a good work ethic.
i need to get better, both at conducting the normal swerve, duck and turn of my thoughts, and at giving that time not spoken for, over to my own productivity. i have a strong tendency to become passive after a normal day's work, as an escape from its demands. that passivity does not serve me well.
now that i'm waking up again, i'm also beginning to actively resent the amount of time that my job rents my head.
this does not support a good work ethic.
i need to get better, both at conducting the normal swerve, duck and turn of my thoughts, and at giving that time not spoken for, over to my own productivity. i have a strong tendency to become passive after a normal day's work, as an escape from its demands. that passivity does not serve me well.